I read a lot of news. Right now, the world is full of really bad news: drug-resistant infections, raging fires in California, serious drought in Atlanta, apparently permanent tensions in the Middle East, a water crisis in the Southwest.
I have a habit of internalizing world problems, absorbing the worry and uncertainty of all these stories. Everything balls up into a small little boulder of nervousness that sits in my stomach and on my mood. I really need to work on that.
Whenever I come up with things I can do, even the tiniest things, the heavy, heavy load of the world's problems lifts off my conscience. My worrying brain relaxes for a minute.
I bought a reusable grocery bag at Kroger. I haven't used plastic since. Alisha and I signed up today for renewable energy to supply our electricity. I'm taking a philosophy class next semester called Environmental Ethics. I'm not sure exactly what it'll be like, but I'm hoping to learn a lot and be able to apply the knowledge to my ongoing quest to save the world. Recently I've been thinking about how I can apply my mad computer and problem-solving skills to that quest post-graduation.
Whenever I read about other people coming up with brilliant ways to solve problems, my sense of relief is even stronger. I remember that I'm not the only one trying to save the world! There are others who are smarter and more creative and with more resources. I read last night about a company who's developed biodegradable plastic bags!
I read another story about a lady who has figured out how to stop light. I mean literally. She can freeze light. So much for light speed! Obviously, that's not directly related to environmental crises, but people that brilliant restore a lot of my faith in humanity.
People like her, with big brains and bigger ideas, inspire me to make my ideas bigger.